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[Aug. 16th, 2007|06:56 am] |
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I hate being alone...It's really the worst thing ever. Jace has been gone for like 9 hours and I'm already really sad about her leaving. Its going to be the first time I've been alone for more then a couple hours since I've started hormones. I'm really scared since I've been super emotional along with Jace being gone. It's going to be a extremely difficult first couple months. |
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[May. 22nd, 2007|07:57 am] |
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So yeah my comp died. Video Card finally stopped kicking. Currently using a laptop for short periods of time when i can get the battery to hold a charge. Which isn't a whole lot. Its kinda depressing ;_; So yeah no WoW at all for awhile XD On a brighter note I'm getting my license this week and a car this weekend *^_^* works picking up again and such umm i think thats it. ja na |
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[May. 20th, 2007|07:03 am] |
Your Score: You are Bahamut! You scored 5 good or evil, 22 spirituality, 6 power, and 10 intelligence! 
Do you hear that? Something on the horizon stirs a cyclone from thin air, clouds boil and darken, the air grows chill as an unmistakeable sound pierces the air. The clouds part and a stream of pure white light streaks the sky, obliterating anything it touches, sparking countless explosions and drawing both gasps of terror and screams of agony in chorus. Granted, Bahamut has been known to play both sides, but he's usually on the side of good. He's extremely old, very wise, and lacking none of the power he wielded long ago. Basically he's a demi-god, but for our purposes he's the embodiment of all the best traits - intelligence, spirit, strength and good. Appearing in practically every single Final Fantasy in some form or other, Bahamut is synonymous with not only power, but strength of will, wisdom and strength of character.
I must applaud you, test taker, for you are in a class all your own. If you really measure up to Bahamut's impressive list of attributes, you're alright in my book.
Your polar opposite is the Goblin. You're likely to get along with anyone aligned with Good.
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[Dec. 10th, 2006|08:38 am] |
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So yeah I havent really played WoW for more then like 10 minutes in like a week now. I'm starting to think its a sign or something. My inner will has finally reached out. Or maybe my ADD finally woke up. Who knows. At any rate, I've been looking back into role playing stuff, watched and entire anime series, picking up witchcraft studies and other such somewhat productive activities. I MIGHT continue playing WoW as like a side thing. I don't really know what will happen atm. /sigh I need new clothes >.> and a more vibrant social life. OH I almost forgot I've been drawing a little again. And holy crap I'm terrible once more. Maybe I never get anything done because I'm so ADD with everything. I'm starting to do like 6 new things and lack the time to do them all completely yet lack the attention span to complete one at a time. I doubt this post even makes sense. |>|-|33|2 /\/\\| 1/\/<0|-|34|24/\/7 |34|3|313. |
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[Dec. 5th, 2006|07:45 pm] |
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Take the Role-Playing Stereotype quiz.
Watashi wa nihongo o benkyou shimasu.
I'm starting studying japanese on my own time again and take a little away from WoW time. The 80 hours a Week is getting a little out of hand. Other then that I've just been working a whole lot lately.
Phil(my brother) is home right now. He's being cool for the most part. Slightly annoying with how he woke lost and I up but w/e he bought me a new 19" widescreen LCD monitor so I'm not complaining too much.
Other then that I just hope my Jace is going to be alright as shes super crazy stressed and there isnt a whole lot I can do for her besides give her what support I can via phone until she comes home.
JACE I LOVE YOU HANG IN THERE!!
I think thats about everything.
I less than three all of you.
P.S. I actually slept last night *^_^* |
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| HAPPAY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! |
[Nov. 11th, 2006|09:24 am] |
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So yeah havent updated her in forever. Nothing really new of note until now. YAY I'm 19. My b/day party fell through, and I went up to state to see Heather;s play she was ASMing it was amazing I loved it. After that we went to a small cast party it was kinda dumb so we left early. Dropped Jace and Jess off at Jess's place then headed home from MSU.
On the way home I was going around a curve going like 70 previous to the curve. It was a lil slick so i slowed down to 50 before we hit the curve. As I'm slowing down the back end fishtails and we fly across three lanes of traffic and fly into a ditch and slam down hard. Then the van rolled roughly three times before slamming into the cement foundation for an overpass. Somehow we walked away with a couple bruises and scrapes. Other then Amanda hitting her head really hard and now she resembles Khimari from FFX. Cops were dicks andy had to come pick us up. |
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| Bitching Whining and Complaining. |
[Mar. 19th, 2006|08:41 am] |
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Hi I'm not dead.
CARNAGE REPORT
Completely Falling Short of Set Goals: 5
Managing to do anything remotely Productive: 0.33 Repeating of Course.
I totally suck at life. Kroger=shit I need a better job. And having a shit job just makes me comfortable/too lazy to go get a better one. I'm prolly going to put in my 2 weeks at Kroger and go find a good job. I need to push myself to improve. My lack of ambition is aggravating to say the least. I think my main problem is I dont want to be a huge somebody when I grow up. I just want to be comfortable. Make enough money where I don't need to worry about it. Losty apparently wants to move out of his rents house. SO we're going to go job apping at computer places together, and study together for our A+ exam. Try and motivate ourselves and one another. After getting decent jobs hopefully maybe lost, tat, and I can get a place or something. Hell I don't know. However I did write up the starts of a resume. Though I don't really know what I'm doing with it so I'm going to send it to Jace and ask her ever so nicely to fix it for me. Thats all. ja ne |
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[Feb. 13th, 2006|12:09 am] |
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Well the ritual with friends fell through...kinda upset about it seeing as i requested off of work for it. Which work is pissed about because i guess theres something wrong with wanting one day out of the week off. So anywho my manager threatened my job and such over changing my availability to have one day off. Fun stuff and such. So I'm going to search around for a new job just in case. -_- |
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[Feb. 2nd, 2006|08:15 am] |
Well I guess I'll actually post why I was saying yay about the full moon. Myself and a couple witch friends of mine are all doing a ritual for the welcoming of the Full Moon. The time that the true full moon is going to be prefect. 11:45 PM 2 peak points of power. The full moon and the half hour before midnight. And we're also performing a couple other rituals while we're gathered. It should prove to be a wonderful night.
Blessed be. ~Chimu~ |
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[Feb. 1st, 2006|03:35 am] |
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Febuary 12th 11:44 PM is the next full moon. That = ownage |
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[Jan. 29th, 2006|09:53 am] |
Hey everyone. I've bene kind of lost in my video games lately. So much that I haven't really payed attention to much of anything. Work, school, my loved ones, my religion, and my art(in all its forms). I'm not even going to attempt to say that I won't live on my computer, because i know that would be a false hope. However I'm going to try and make batter use of my time in this chair and in front of this machine. There's much better things I could do more ways to better myself then devoted every waking moment to a game. So all in all I'm going to try and live a little more.
I really want to study my religion a lot more. I mean I know that as is right now I AM walking my own path. My religion is my life. Everything about it. The choices, the consiquences, the rewards are all part of the intricate spiral of my beliefs and religion in itself. I will continue to walk that path. I will walk my own path whereever it may take me. However I really want to look into the many traditions of Wicca. There is much I could learn from the wisdom of past witches.
My Caffiene addiction is in full swing again...I had 9 can of Dew + half a 1 liter. Which is about 140 fl oz of soda in a 17 hour period. Isn't that scary? I need to slow back down...
eh I've lost interest in typing anymore in this post. ja ne ^^ |
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[Dec. 12th, 2005|03:07 pm] |
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Dreaded Countdown of D00m!!!
Phil will be home either this saturday or sunday. May the goddess protect us ⌐_⌐;;
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[Dec. 1st, 2005|04:03 pm] |
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Countdown of D00m!!!11one!@!!
17 Days Until My Brother is Home. *T_T*
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[Nov. 21st, 2005|01:56 pm] |
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So apparently my rents are pissed that I stayed in Lansing to be with Heather a few days alone. As if they thought I'd do anything else. I mean seriously I hate being around them. So I had 1 of 2 choices. I could stay alone with Jace a few days up here. Carefree and full of fun. Or I could go home and have my rents freak out on me for 5 days to clean up their bloody mess to make the house look "presentable" For a couple hours. Like I said. THEIR mess. I don't leave my room except for food, and on the way out of the house. The obomidable mound of shit outside of my room is NOT my problem. Its not my doing and under no condition am I going to clean up after them. 1. Its not my place to. 2. Cleaning up after them is such a fucking lost cause its rediculous. They trash the place so much faster then you can clean it. Anywho, so apparently when I get back they're going to "Lay down some rules" Which is pretty laughable because I havent listened to them for the past four years. Why would I start now? Anywho I'm done. |
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[Nov. 18th, 2005|06:15 pm] |
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Take the quiz: "Insane clown posse quiz, Juggalo or Poser?"
Juggalo
Your a True Juggalo, Born With a hatchet and a juggalo face, Cruisin with A trunk full of faygo and a car full of fat chix, and haunted by a Dark Carnival, your hmies are family too, and you believe Santa Clause is a fat bitch. Hallowen is prolly ur favorite Holiday. if this is tru and ur a juggalette you should im me on Aim: IndependentJ0ker (with tha number zero) Much Clown love!
LOL Apparently I'm a true Juggalo. XD They need to make a quiz that you can't get the answer form the next question. XD |
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[Nov. 15th, 2005|05:33 am] |
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Talked to Yosei again for the first time in forever. And we actually talked. Not the usual exchange of hello's then discontinuation of convo. It was nice talking to an old best friend. Good memories and all. I think we might be hanging out sometime soon. Hopefully at least. Oh well. I guess we'll see soon if the Yosei I once knew is gone completely or if I just missed something all along. Anyways its almost 6 AM I never make any sense at this time of day. So I'm going to sleep. Night all. ja ne.
<3 ~Rebecka~ |
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[Nov. 13th, 2005|09:29 pm] |
 | You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.
Angel | | 92% | Mermaid | | 67% | Faerie | | 67% | WereWolf | | 50% | Dragon | | 42% | Demon | | 0% | </td>
What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)
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[Nov. 13th, 2005|02:11 pm] |
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Went to the club on friday and 6 people were vocal about wondering if I
was a girl. Well they either wondered or just called me a girl. I had a
really good time. Not quite as good as wednesday, but the after hours
party was cool.
( Pics of Me not being bummy on Friday. )
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[Nov. 13th, 2005|07:01 am] |
Theres something wrong with our breaker for power. Not the one inside the house but the one coming from the pole outside. Apparently It's old and couldn't handle the load my house was pulling. XD Ya know the four high end computers with all the lights on and multiple TVs not to mention whatever else we had on at the time. So yeah LAME. ni ni. Ja.
<3 ~Chimu~ |
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